Friday, October 26, 2007

jiat lat..

haiz.. due to my own fault, the hot dogs that I fried 2days ago turned out so black..well I don't mean to give these hot dogs the black appearance. It just purely because I really afraid those hot dogs are not fully cooked.

haha..I blamed everything to the hot dogs and because of this sentence I said:

I seriously no idea how to fry UK's hot dogs because I only know to fry malaysia's AYAMAS hot dogs...
since then, this sentence be the most stupid sentence that I ever said and my friends always teased me about it..

Friday, October 05, 2007

bye,M'sia!

heh.. been here(southampton,uk) for a week and more(oh, 10days), now only i bade goodbye to M'sia, does it proves that I am not really miss my hometown? well, I miss the food of course..and my families too. I hope they are doing well all the time when I am not around..and I will do great too without them by my side..
here, selling the chillies=selling the GOLD and there's no chilly source selling around except FEW stores selling Maggi's chilly source. So, I miss chillies!!! I miss nasi lemak! I miss Laksa! I miss otak-otak! I miss curry mee, fried kuai teow....and lots....
we cook everyday here, 3 "chefs" messing around the kitchen everytime we cook. ha.. we got to be grateful that we didn't burnt down the kitchen.. Luckily, by cooking ourselves, we got rice to eat and some hometown food. If not, I can't imagine I need to eat french fries, burger, fish and chips.. everyday!! Besides, they are not cheap, cost around 2pounds or more per meal, but the portion quite big.
this is our first try A1 chicken soup! look nice?



Thursday, August 09, 2007

Time had proven to be tough for me now. With the pages of calendar been teared off page by page, day by day, the day for me to really decide and that decide my destiny had finally coming within a week time.
My heart is trembling right now with the tickling of seconds of the clock nearby...
Recently at home, I am not "goyang kaki" everyday because mom had been asking me accompany her and do for her the payment of bills, insurance and almost everything. then, now I think I am now know more about the family's condition and my parents' condition. Its been few times that I tried to persuade myself to settle down my degree in University of Rahman instead of going oversea...
of course, its not my dream to go that Uni, now I can only hope that everything will go smoothly and better starting from today.. let me wish for the best..

ah za! ah za!

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

分手擂台

观赏了刚才那一小时的reality节目à <<分手擂台>> fire challenge),我真的感慨万分,也让我感动了一下下(我很难被感动。。)

其实,这项节目是让观众把家事,感情纠纷,或是亲情等等搬上荧幕,并现场有专业人士给以建议

至于刚才的节目为何让我感动呢?

故事是酱子的~第一个场面,出场的是一对站得有段距离的男女,应该是冤家吧,我心里想着。。原来,男的,叫A吧与那女的(C)是前男女朋友,男的想透过节目希望与C复合,想让她回到他的怀抱。

好个痴情的男子,女的不给机会吗?女的后来说她已结婚了,哦,原来如此。。

之后,女的在不能忍受男的一直在旁劝她回到他身边,就爆出在发结婚请帖给A时,曾经被A在可乐里下药强暴C,当时C的未婚夫(B)人在美国。女的不想欺骗未婚夫,选择告诉他这件事,宽宏大量的B仍选择接受未婚妻。

事情不仅如此,结婚当天,A竟然喝醉后上台讽刺B是个笨蛋。B也忍了。结婚后,女的怀孕了,且是A,前男友的孩子。女的仍然如实告诉老公,BB本身是个基督徒,不想杀害小生命而选择不堕胎,让C生下女儿,并叮嘱她不可告知女儿的亲爸爸,AC答应了。

过后,还是让A知道了女儿是他的骨肉。为何呢?

原来,更恐怖的是等了C十年的A仍不放弃,竟绑架了她的女儿,还威胁她等着收尸,女方别无它择,只好告诉A十年的秘密,那就是女儿是他的。女方在说出秘密的同时,她老公忍无可忍,决定离婚,带了小儿子离开家一个多月。

节目制作组找来了老公,B,希望他能够给老婆最后的决定。

戴眼镜的老公出场了,一副十足的斯文上班族模样,与吊儿郎当的A简直是天渊之别!老公道出他的忍耐已到了极限,这十年来养了别人的女儿,他常与内心争扎,痛苦多年,拼命工作麻醉自己,不想回家面对别人的女儿。一旁的A还特地“感谢”B养育他女儿十年!真是禽兽不如的人,就连女儿跳出来说他是个恶魔!。。。。最后,B不能忍受亲生女儿及前女友“抛弃”他而崩溃离场。

这时,可怜的十岁女儿跪倒在“爸爸”面前,祈求爸爸别不要他。毕竟,也养了她十年,是有感情的。。然而,想必B已经无法忍受一切,并叫女儿别叫他爸爸,她爸爸在外面,快跟亲生爸爸走。

母亲在旁求老公看在孩子份上别闹离婚。

最后,真的最后了。。主持人给老公,B倒数十秒的时间做最后决定:离婚还是不离婚?十秒好似过得好慢。。

其实,之前十岁女儿说过她爱爸爸(B)和会孝顺他的。看到小小年纪的她的一番话,评审们及身为观众的我,感动落泪,主持人趁此时问B是否有被感动,并在十秒后做最后措择。

时间到了,B说他爱老婆,但自从认识老婆以来,他做了人生三大措择:老婆结婚前被强暴,第一胎不是他骨肉并选择不堕胎(他说很后悔),老婆竟告诉A女儿是A..他决定离婚!

女儿哭坏了,老婆默默接受。

我觉得那女的结婚前还送请帖给不想与她分手的前男友,还被强暴没报警,酿成前男友绑架也不报警,搞成事情如此结局,无辜的女儿成了因上一代的故事的受害者。。老公也忍耐多年。。

Friday, July 06, 2007

tO PENANG

This morning, mom suddenly said wana pay a visit to my uncle.

I asked her “where?”

In penang? Oh, means in penang’s hospital..because my uncle fr sungai petani one ma..

Then, I and my brother with our parents head off our trip to penang again.

Luckily, on the way to penang early in the morning, the traffic jam not so bad

When reached nam wah hospital, I went to information centre to ask which room my mother’s brother was hospitalized.

Then, we went to the first floor, while my dad and brother went to visit dad’s boss’s wife whose also was hospitalized in third floor.

When I found the room with five patient’s beds, I can’t believe the person lying on the bed was my uncle. Judging by the thin, scull-looked face, I really couldn’t believe my eyes. OMG, he’s so far difference from the uncle I had last seen during Chinese new year..!

He’s been suffering from liver damage according to his doctor. There, at the side of his bed, the notes shown he had low body fluid, diabetic, and low sugar content diet….

I believed his 80% of liver had been damaged by years of drinking drug and smoking.. my mom looked so sad after visiting my uncle..

After that, the visiting hours had finished, we went to third floor to meet my dad..then only I knew the patient my dad went to visit is suet peng’s grandma..

We had spent about 4 hours in hospital then only we went to Gurney Plaza near the famous Gurney Drive. I told mom I want to go Gurney Drive later since its been long time I last went there.

As usual, Gurney Drive was so crowded with people from everywhere including foreigners. This place got a lot of hawker stalls selling Asian’s delicious food. I like almost all the food there! Unfortunately, I can’t take the photos there before going back because that time is night time and my handphone not so high tech to take so high quality photo.

If I really going to leave Malaysia soon to chase my dream, I wish I still got one more chance to go Penang again………finally, I also want to wish my uncle and friend’s grandma to get well and recover soon…

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

wishes

Now, I had finished my long A-levels exam.

Now I am sitting at home for quite a few days, to be correct, its almost a week.

Now, I am sitting in front of my home pc, cracking my mind to write and renew my blog.

Now, I wish I can forget everything unhappy that happened these recent few days since I was back at home.

Before that I had been staying in kl since my last trip home during Chinese New Year, that was like 4months before and now I already back in my warm, sweet home.

Absolutely, I had been looking for the days that I can back at home safe and sound, been cherishing the moments I had with my hometown old friends and the sweet time I had with my families.

But, suddenly, yesterday I so wished I am back in kl again with my housemates, a-levels friends…thinking of the 7-hour bus trip, I kicked off the thought from my mind. Am I very bad for not enjoying my times with families now. However, please forgive me for there’s something happened that made me feel like that. Of course, I won’t let the feeling to last for so long that I knew it might worsen the condition, I just can bear with it.

For these jobless and nothing to do 1 and half months before we(I&A-levels friends) going to collect our final results, I just wish I can do what I want to do. Please don’t restrict me of anything, I had assure my future pathway and I will try my best to be a good girl at home, so please don’t doubt me for that..

My final wish: I want a peaceful birthday!

Thursday, June 14, 2007

phys5 screwed up!!!

Today is really a gloomy, so do my day..


actually everything is so good during the exam period of physic4,


I dare not to say it's a simple paper but not bad is only what I can say


because we really can't predict and know what will happen to the moderated marks..


,results,examiners, all depends on luck!



Then out of the blue,


when flipping open the physics5 paper at 2pm sharp,


my eyes glued to the first question..


was given the numerical value of angular speed,


and WITHOUT ANY OTHER VALUES given, derive how to get the value!


so and so I hang and don't know we gota know the period is 24hours ourselves.


I am so damn stupid


not only this silly ques, phys5 even asked about moment!!


and question of electrically charged objects I screwed up too


the remaining marks I think, my 10fingers can count!
I am so sad, down, disappointed..so blank right now...

Thursday, May 24, 2007

2.43am

yup,its 2.43am right now and I am sitting right in front of my housemate's laptop.
had been enjoying shows on youtube, but the website seemed loading so slow that bored me to death.
I had been stayed up real late these few days, like 2days ago, the first ever time I am awake till 6.40am.(of course with the help of caffein that let me so "high" throughout the night) The main reason for that is because of W2 I going to sit for the day after it which made me tossing about on bed for 1 hour and I gave up sleeping..so what I did? :watching movie then study a while and watch again, then study again. It's quite great and I can put in everything I studied!

friday,friday... got chemistry6 practical! I still haven't start revising on it. It's because whenever I want go see the lab manual, I so lazy that I tell myself it's open book,so..(must knock my head for this!)

the youtube still loading so slow, DON"T care ady, I wana sleep d. good night or good morning?

ps:It's so great that the posts are auto save now! I really help a lot as I always forgot to save my posts till I accidentally pressed some link and my post I had typed gone fly away from my sight and let me fury about it. ha.. now no more anger as it's auto save like gmail! life is becoming good and I am hoping for the better...

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

guang1 ying1 shi4 jian4

Regarding the title, its actually means that time is tickling fast everyday.
I think everyone agrees with this fact except those maybe tired of their boring working environment or life as students or anything'lah!'
One year had passed since I first stepped into HELP University College to study my A levels and I am doing my last semester here. Final examination is coming soon in less than one month time. however, I am still not quite in the mood of working hard yet.

Time is still tickling fast, sending away all the moments I had wasted.
Now, I going to complete my A-levels, but I still can't decide where I going after that to further my studies, either overseas or continue here doing twinning programe, which one is better taking in the consideration of financial and times. It seem not so much time for me to think.......................................................................................................................................................................
so, I got no other choice but came up with the solution that don't think too much but there's one thing I can do> obviously study harder to prepare for my final exam"lah"!

how I wish I can travel into future to see what will happen to me, what are the trials and tribulations that I had to face...Then I can just follow those steps now and later without second thoughts and no confusion on my future pathway..
COME BACK TO REALITY, SIAU SHUANG! THAT'S NOT GOING TO HAPPEN!

Finally, *KAMBATEH* to myself!!!