Time had proven to be tough for me now. With the pages of calendar been teared off page by page, day by day, the day for me to really decide and that decide my destiny had finally coming within a week time.
My heart is trembling right now with the tickling of seconds of the clock nearby...
Recently at home, I am not "goyang kaki" everyday because mom had been asking me accompany her and do for her the payment of bills, insurance and almost everything. then, now I think I am now know more about the family's condition and my parents' condition. Its been few times that I tried to persuade myself to settle down my degree in University of Rahman instead of going oversea...
of course, its not my dream to go that Uni, now I can only hope that everything will go smoothly and better starting from today.. let me wish for the best..

ah za! ah za!