原来。。

最近的某某，非常感情用事。。吃饱没事干就想东想西的，最后的结果是自己消化自己的情绪
唉。。
原来，身边的其他人并不会围绕着你走，你只是他人生活中可有可无的“物品”。
原来，某某并不是你想象中的单纯，皮外裹的那层皮下还是那层皮。。。
原来，人类就是人类，没有十全七美，十全八美，十全九美，更没有十全十美。。。
原来，某某的生活目标也如此一般。。剩下渺茫的几个月又再渺茫多几个月。。。

cheeryy cheer up!!!!

【吃不開‘】死龜王霸蛋，長不長*chang2*の k.n.s.NESS
粥你這 尼姑 長得越來越像 尼姑
賜你個大胃王，望你每時每刻吃得撐死你這 死不要臉 的 老阿伯
賜你永遠住在井水深不見底的井，爬呀跳呀也出不來，當個井底【吃不開】蛙 =娃（反正【吃不開】長不長）
賜你 這個 井底娃出門跌個四腳朝天，當個overturned turtle
吃不開吃不開吃不開吃不開吃不開！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
氣死我了
H.A.I.Zzzz... haaaizzzsss
yo~あいうえお 雨過天晴

無辜上 于英國可憐的冬天 （03062010）
ps: 希望冬天“洞”死活在山洞里的 丑里八怪四不像的尼姑【吃不開】

the day started with ...being scolded...

This morning before going Asda with my friend, I took an early swim at the swimming pool of my school's sport hall.
Somehow I got the feeling that today, my day just won't started very well and then it really happen..when I swim halfway, and "ter"kick one middle-aged man's shoulder. I swear I didn't really kicked him, probably just a small "touch" by my leg and he's swimming so slow(back stroke) and so I tried to "potong" him. well, it's my fault also la, coz that's the slow lane. Then, I turned back to apologize to him, and before I said sorry, I already heard him scolding me :"hey, u kicked my shoulder!!...blah.." and I faster said sorry sorry sorry.. and he scolded me again... I was really embarrased and feel so down at that instance.
So to make sure that I won't "kick" him again, I quickly switched myself to medium lane, but I only swim for a while then just seriously moodless to continue my swimming..
Okla, its really my fault then but how come after I apologized and he still scolded me.. and its still early morning! It just not good to get scolded early morning..maybe just like wat my friend said, he's facing the middle-aged crisis. I DON'T CARE! this is not going to disrupt my mood anymore!

Happy B'day..Happy B'day..!!!

hmm.. is it a birthday week?
more than one of my friends, to be exact three were born in the month of May..they are Elynn Tan, Zhou Ning and "Xiao Bai"..no no.. the sequence should be like this:
Elynn Tan(9-05-88),
xiao Bai(10-05-87)
then Zhou Ning(13-05-88)-which is today! so, ZHOU NING, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
and HAPPY MANY RETURNS!!!
enjoy your auspicious day in your life!!!

周宁，祝你今天生日快乐！！！
nah，“送上”一粒蛋糕。。

By cheeryy89 at 2008-05-13

ps：蛋糕够大吗？嘻嘻。。=p

母親節快樂！！！

首先，祝全天下的媽媽們母親節快樂！！
我會不會太遲給祝福了。。哈哈
這已是第二年母親節時，沒在媽媽身旁，我真的好想飛奔回家親口祝福媽媽。
親愛的媽媽：
感謝您為我做的一切，才能成就如今的我。。
感謝您時時刻刻無微不至的關心我。。
感謝您指引我一路走到今天。。您就像我的光明燈般，時時照亮我。。
感謝偉大的您多年來為我們四兄弟姐妹犧牲了不少，但依然毫無怨言的照料我們。。
感謝偉大的您，沒有偉大媽媽就沒有今天的我。。
今天，我想象自己仍在家裏吃著您辛苦裹的粽子，您煮的laksa。。等等。。那種幸福的感覺。好怀念。。
這幾年。。您的身體狀態時好時坏，常出入醫院，因此我非常希望媽媽可以天天身體健康，快快樂樂，毫無憂慮的過日子。。
我會照顧好自己，希望您不要太擔心我，我會努力的！
您只需要好好照顧好身體，健健康康，其他事情不需太挂心就行了。。
最後，媽：祝您母親節快樂！！！
這裡，

By cheeryy89 at 2008-05-11
願媽媽永遠青春，永遠年輕美麗，健健康康的！！！

from：
二女兒，
尤曉霜上

its snowing in Southampton!!! 下雪了！！！

pics took from my windows


I was still tossing about this morning trying to sleep back as its still early when I felt a sudden coldness in my bones although I was already covered with my double duvet.
so, I sat up then walked to close my windows.. without my spec and the darkness in my room, i looked outside, trees and grounds layered with snow, I blinked my drowsy eyes to see closely.. oh no, its SNOWING!!! I can't help myself jumping up and down happily because its the first time snowing since I came southampton!
Quickly, I told Sheanyong and both of us running clumsily outside after I grabbed my sweater.
wow, I was amazed by the view outside and we were walking besides busy snapping pictures of the rare snow views.
Then we met another two "ang moh" flatmates who happened to come out to take pictures too and they ask us for a shot of them and we asked them too in return.


After that, we went back to get our scarf and gloves and changing into long pants and boots because our hands were and legs were freezing.
Then, we started our second round snapping journey to the crematorium..
Hmm..That's the first time we walked all the way into the crematorium which is just next to our Bencraft Court and the snow scenes there really pretty!
After spending about an hour outside in the snow then only we headed back to our room.

where's the dolphin??

time really flies.. I guess this is the fact the everybody admit it.
1,2,3,..4months I had been here in Southampton,UK. I wouldn't say my life here is fun ,instead, I feel very boring compare to my time in M'sia.
Sometimes, I kept thinking is it the right choice of me to choose to study this course..(after being exposed to the REAL world of math which is so much different than what I knew last time..)
NVM..nothing can beat me, I must try my best.
oh, here's a great news, my university (Uni. of Southampton) its world ranking of 2007 had been raised higher at 81 if I'm not mistaken compared to last year..haha so proud..
But bad news (for me)is the Uni. is lauching a new visual image/identity, and the logo of dolphine had been out of sight now!!!

Professor Wheeler

The University's current dolphin logo is now 15 years old and is very much of its time. Although the attributes of friendliness and intelligence as represented by the dolphin are still core to the University's identity, the dolphin logo can give a misleadingly narrow view of the breadth of disciplines offered by the University of Southampton.

pls! I am totally disagree& not happy with this! I mean dolphin is a symbolic of friendliness.
just 2days ago, they "upgraded" the uni's homepage
and there's no more dolphin logo..

however, maybe I should be glad that they didn't actually change the dolphin into a ShARK which is a totally opposite symbolic to dolphin in my opinion!

jiat lat..

haiz.. due to my own fault, the hot dogs that I fried 2days ago turned out so black..well I don't mean to give these hot dogs the black appearance. It just purely because I really afraid those hot dogs are not fully cooked.

haha..I blamed everything to the hot dogs and because of this sentence I said:

I seriously no idea how to fry UK's hot dogs because I only know to fry malaysia's AYAMAS hot dogs...

since then, this sentence be the most stupid sentence that I ever said and my friends always teased me about it..

bye,M'sia!

heh.. been here(southampton,uk) for a week and more(oh, 10days), now only i bade goodbye to M'sia, does it proves that I am not really miss my hometown? well, I miss the food of course..and my families too. I hope they are doing well all the time when I am not around..and I will do great too without them by my side..
here, selling the chillies=selling the GOLD and there's no chilly source selling around except FEW stores selling Maggi's chilly source. So, I miss chillies!!! I miss nasi lemak! I miss Laksa! I miss otak-otak! I miss curry mee, fried kuai teow....and lots....
we cook everyday here, 3 "chefs" messing around the kitchen everytime we cook. ha.. we got to be grateful that we didn't burnt down the kitchen.. Luckily, by cooking ourselves, we got rice to eat and some hometown food. If not, I can't imagine I need to eat french fries, burger, fish and chips.. everyday!! Besides, they are not cheap, cost around 2pounds or more per meal, but the portion quite big.
this is our first try A1 chicken soup! look nice?

Time had proven to be tough for me now. With the pages of calendar been teared off page by page, day by day, the day for me to really decide and that decide my destiny had finally coming within a week time.
My heart is trembling right now with the tickling of seconds of the clock nearby...
Recently at home, I am not "goyang kaki" everyday because mom had been asking me accompany her and do for her the payment of bills, insurance and almost everything. then, now I think I am now know more about the family's condition and my parents' condition. Its been few times that I tried to persuade myself to settle down my degree in University of Rahman instead of going oversea...
of course, its not my dream to go that Uni, now I can only hope that everything will go smoothly and better starting from today.. let me wish for the best..

ah za! ah za!